Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Take Me Home, Country Road

Back in Ohio for a long weekend with our parents and wonderful friends. Besides the great time with Karin, Todd, their sons and our families, it also gave me the chance to get off the W&OD trail and run beyond the normal chaos of DC's inner suburbs.

My parents live on the outskirts of a Columbus suburb, where two lane roads wind past a mixture of houses with a few acres of land, and small farms sporting horses, produce or both. Twice this weekend I set out for a 1-hour run and was amazed by the beauty and the near total quiet. No back drop of Metros or honking traffic. A cyclist or two, but not the congestion that can be the local trails here in DC. Cars came whizzing past but kindly gave me wide berth. Even the occasional stink of fresh roadkill was a pleasant change. We're just on the tipping point of fall...the mornings were cool, but I still managed a t-shirt and running skirt.

I grew up here (at least from 9th grade on) but never totally appreciated the opportunity to be out in nature. Then again, I wasn't exactly physically active when I was 14, either. It reminded me that I need to make the time on the weekends to find a trail outside the Beltway, pack my dog or my bike and get some workouts and spiritual renewal amid the peacefulness of a country road or quiet woods.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Game on!

Great news this week, Stuart's Ironman is a go! He's had shoulder aches and pains for years, but three weeks ago he cut short a swim workout due to intense pain. For my tough husband to call it quits on a workout means the pain must have been excruciating. That Saturday night, he heard a pop. He'd ruptured a tendon and detached his biceps muscle from his shoulder.
A visit to the internist the next week had him coming to grips with the idea that a year's worth of training was for naught. We were disappointed but trying to be philosophical about it. On Monday though, he finally got to see the orthopedist. Amazingly, the sports medicine orthopedist says that physical therapy and not surgery is the answer. His arm will remain somewhat odd-looking, but will regain full functionality and strength. It may affect his swim and therefore finishing time at Ironman Florida, so his goals may need to be adjusted. But, most importantly, he will be at the starting line on November 1st!!! So, no more sadness after two weeks of missed workouts. Instead, he's got work to do. We've got a race to attend in 6 weeks!!!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Things You Don't Even Realize You Miss

Stuart and I were talking this afternoon, and we both acknowledged how much you don't always realize how much you care about something until it's gone. Yes, I know, possibly one of the most trite and overused expressions in the English language. But there's a reason it's overused -- it's true.

I miss running. Now, I've never been fast. It's never been pretty. But the last two years since tendonitis first reared it's ugly head, I haven't been able to suffer through 17mile slogs. I haven't been able to bitch and moan about hill sprints. I haven't been able to just run and not worry about whether my leg or my lungs will give out first. The doctors have assured me the tendon is solid, and it won't give out. But I'm still not convinced, and therefore am not willing to just "push through the pain."

Today wasn't about running, though. I have almost always hated swim training. I feel self-conscious, slow, and easily irritated by others in my lane. Stuart usually has to drag me to the pool, which explains why I haven't been in two weeks since he's been unable to swim himself. But today, I did it. Overcame the inertia and headed to the local high school. It was packed. I mean, 5-in-a-lane packed. And yet I didn't quit. An easy pyramid, 2500 yards. But, it felt good. There was no pressure. I wasn't doing intervals. I just swam. And, I enjoyed it.

I usually put off swimming, convincing myself it's a pain. But maybe I like it more than I realize. Maybe I was missing it these past few weeks....and didn't even realize it.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

A Different Crowd

I start with a new client next week, and so yesterday I was there meeting with the client and my predecessor, and generally learning the lay of the land before my official first day. One of the huge benefits of this new assignment is that Stuart and I will once again work in the same building, and therefore commute together many days. And hopefully at least a few times per week one of us will be able to ride a bike home to build a workout into the end of the day.

Yesterday, since Stuart had to leave early for a doctor's appointment, it was my turn. I haven't ridden in a while, so I first have to acknowledge recognizing the fitness I've lost. It felt good, though, to be on my bike again. The first three miles after leaving the office are a gradual incline until turning off the parkway and meeting up with the W&OD trail. So I had a good little aerobic warmup within the first ten minutes on the road. Once I hit the trail though, I noticed something. I was part of a different demographic. The trail wasn't filled with families out on their cruisers and Trek Limes. Neither did I see more than one or two hard core roadies doing 20+ mph. Instead, most of the folks I passed and that passed me were wearing backpacks. They nodded or smiled and I smiled and nodded back. We were commuters. All of us sharing in the joy of avoiding the inevitable congestion on I-66. Saving the gas in our cars for the weekend. Doing our part to decrease carbon emissions and help the environment. Burning a few calories and melting away the day's stress before arriving home.

I couldn't decide whether to push hard or just meander, but I realized that it didn't matter. This wasn't a workout, it was transportation. Fun disguised as a means to an end. As I neared home I added to my mental Christmas list -- more winter bike clothing and a set of lights. The more I can do this, I think the happier I will be.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Back on the Trails

It was a GORGEOUS day today! Too perfect, not a cloud in the sky. Zero excuses to not sweat at least a little bit. So, chores and work stuff had to wait.

I was supposed to meet my friend Emily for an open water swim clinic at 7:30 this morning about 20miles south of here. But late last night I saw in my email that due to water conditions after Tropical Storm Hanna, they'd moved the clinic indoors to the AU pool, 6 miles east of here! I emailed her but it was close to midnight so too late to call, and then at 6:45 this morning tried to call and text her, but to no avail. She didn't get the message until the whole family showed up at the original clinic site five minutes before it was due to start. I feel so badly!!!

But, without the clinic, my day shifted a bit. Stuart bought me some yummy fresh berries this week so I made an amazing smoothie for breakfast with cinnamon toast. I'm out of protein powder though, need to remember to stop by Whole Foods this week.

So about 11 or so Stuart, Nick and I headed out the door for an easy 3mile run. Nick was pretty well behaved. We pushed it a touch harder than I would have alone, and then at my turn-around point Stuart kept going. He ended up doing 8miles. I came home, then went out for another mile with Joe and Ally. It felt good, and made me smile. But, if I'm going to actually write a blog, and figure out how to make it interesting, I need to start remembering to take my nifty little pink camera out with me on days like this. Note to self... In the meantime, here's a happy piece of news about my goofy little Nick. He was at the vet yesterday for his shots and stuff, and the vet asked if he was still running because he has an amazingly low resting heart rate. She said it was clear he was an incredibly fit and athletic dog - definitely takes after his Dad!!

Then this afternoon Stuart wanted to test his arm (more on that in another post, but needless to say keep your fingers crossed for him) so we jumped on our bikes for half an hour. Boy can you tell I haven't had a real bike ride in a month! All calluses in the girly regions are gone, and it hurt! It really doesn't take long for hard-earned fitness to slip away, either. So, today might have been the fun kick-in-the-pants I needed to get moving again. Thank goodness.

Wish me luck that my dormant phase is over and I'm ready to face a fun and healthy autumn!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Newton's First Law

The last few weeks have really pushed me around emotionally, and as a result taken a toll on me physically. According to the scale I've lost two pounds, but that's likely two pounds of muscle considering the limited exercise regimen I've been on. And now I have the all clear to resume regularly scheduled programming. And yet I'm still a little sloth-like.


I'm totally full of contradictions right now, and I realize that, but somehow Newton's Laws of Motion are in effect. I need that push to move from being "an object at rest" to "an object in motion". I claim to be sad that my racing season is over. Yet, there's a medium-long distance race in mid-October I could do, the Brierman Triathlon, but it will require some work in the next five weeks since I know the course is hilly and the water will be chilly. So far, I haven't exactly gotten out the door for that. Maybe this weekend? Set a starting line for myself and just say that moving forward from that point on, it's back into a life of physical activity and health?


How have I done this before - overcome the laws of physics? surely it can be done.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

I'm so tempted....


This time last year I was planning on doing an Ironman in 2009. Stuart was signing up for IM Florida in November '08, and I wanted that one extra year to prep for my own Ironman experience. Here we are....registration is open and will probably be closed by week's end. Why Louisville? A friend is trying to convince me to do IM Switzerland with her next summer (sorry, Andrea!). And Stuart and Julie have or will have both done Florida - a flat course which plays to my strength...or my weakness the hills. But, Louisville isn't that far from Ohio. Multiple family and friends within a 200mile radius don't guarantee, but definitely up the odds of a goodly-sized cheering crew. It'll be hot, and the bike will be hilly, but it appeals to me.
And yet, there are so many reasons to wait until '10 (or beyond). First and foremost is knowing that my leg is not prepared for the rigors of marathon training. Heck, I can't do more than 5miles or an hour without some serious problems. Second, other stuff that we might have on our plates personally and professionally mean that the timing might not be ideal.
But since nothing has come to fruition, it's hard to sit here and see DC Tri Clubbers and Trifuelers celebrating that they've got their slots. I'm strong though....step away from the "register" button!!!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

A little bit sad, Tri season is over

Well, my triathlon season is over for probably the next year. And I'm pretty sad about it. Not since I started doing tris four years ago have I had a season with only two races.

My last race of the season was supposed to be the Annapolis Triathlon on September 6th. I was excited both because I love Annapolis but more importantly because my cousin Billy the USNA swimming stud was going to do it with me. I had also been looking at a longer race in October, but I was going to be satisfied with this one last race before hanging up the tri bike for another season. Well, last week the organizers of the Annapolis Triathlon announced that the city had revoked bike permits, supposedly due to "safety" issues, but more likely due to numerous complaints from local churches that street closures were inconvenient. The organizers are giving our money back, which is good since it was like $150, but I'm still sad. I don't know if I would have pushed myself any harder during that run at Rhode Island if I knew it would be more than a year before I raced again. I felt that I gave the best performance I could give under the circumstances...but would different circumstances have made a difference.

Yes, I've still got the Annapolis Ten Miler next weekend. And a Turkey Trot in November. But with all the issues still associated with the tendons in my left leg, I know I won't be able to push it the way I'd like. PR's in running races are probably a thing of the past, so it's hard to get psyched.

I'll be okay. There's lots to look forward to in the future. It's just a little disappointing.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Ironman 70.3 Rhode Island



We arrived in Rhode Island on Thursday to spend the night with an old college friend and his family. Having never met me, or probably even heard of me before this trip(!), Shawn’s wife Abby was wonderful and immediately made us feel at home. Heck, she even gave my husband his race-day haircut – how’s that for being a great hostess!?!? We made it to bed at a decent hour, only to have a wake up call before 6am by 3yr old Myles knocking on our door and saying, “Mommy and Daddy are still asleep, will you come and play with me?” And so started Friday!!





We checked into our hotel in Providence on Friday afternoon. Registration was quick and easy, which left us time to begin packing our transition bags before heading out to enjoy Restaurant Week in Providence. Yum! Saturday was a bit crazier. This was a point-to-point race, meaning that we started and finished at different locations. A change of pace from races we’ve done in the past, but it did mean additional steps and pre-planning. Saturday morning we hopped in the car to take our bikes and bike gear down to the starting point at ocean’s edge about forty miles south of Providence in Narragansett. Yeah. Apparently the entire state of Massachusetts descends on this beach on the weekends. What should have been a 45min drive took us over 1-1/2hrs, but at least we made it. It took just a few minutes to rack our bikes and check out the swim course. So far so good.


We planned on using the race cue sheet to drive the circuitous 56mile bike course back to Providence in order to see what we had in store on Sunday. Yeah. Apparently Rhode Island balances its state budget by saving money and not producing street signs. So a cue sheet telling me to “Turn right on Rt 3” means nothing if you NEVER EVER cross a street bearing a Rt 3 sign. And this happened repeatedly. As a result three things happened: 1. we never did see the entire course; 2. we ended up lost in the ‘hood of downtown Providence saying “we must be lost, they’d never have us racing through this neighborhood”; and 3. it took us almost as long to drive as it did for me to bike the entire distance the next day. But back to our hotel eventually no worse for the wear. We felt like old folks ordering the early bird special, however when your alarm is set for 2am, you eat early. So at 4:30 we wandered next door to the Union Station Brewery for some burgers and it was lights out by 7pm. Stuart managed to fall asleep, but I distinctly remember seeing 10pm on the clock. Ugh, nerves!


2am came quickly. Coffee, pb&j’s and some Gatorade, then we were off to catch the shuttle to the starting point. The bus was predictably quiet, but nervous energy and a pounding heart still preventing me from getting another quick nap. Once we arrived at the start line, all weariness vanished. Bright spotlights scared away the darkness, and upbeat music blared from speakers as I assembled my transition area. “Stuart, look, there’s Lisa Bentley!” I was in the same race as one of my favorite pro triathletes! Just one of the many things I love about this sport.


We wandered around, got our wetsuits on, and before we knew it, Stuart was in the starting corral. I stood on the shore cheering until I couldn’t see him anymore and then started chatting with another athlete. All of a sudden I realized it was MY wave in the corral. Shoot! I started running for the start line. Phew, got there in time and decided to seed myself in the very very back. I’ve never had strong swim times but always place myself midpack. This time, I decided to see what would happen if there weren’t any women behind me trying to swim over me. The cannon sounded and we ran towards the water. In the last few days since the race, I’ve been amazed at the number of people who talked about how choppy and difficult the swim was. For me – it was my best swim ever!! I decided to use a different breathing method – every 2 strokes instead of every 3. The result was I felt far calmer, always in control and able to keep moving forward at a steady pace. And, since I seeded myself at the back of my wave, I wasn’t constantly fighting for space in the water. In four years of triathlons, I’ve never before had a swim where I didn’t at least once contemplate quitting because the swim was too hard for me. A back of the pack swim, but still a success. Out of the water in 43:25.


A quick stop at the wetsuit strippers then on to my bike. I can divide the bike ride into two segments. The first hour, and the rest. The first hour was awesome. We biked along the coastline – stunning views of the ocean and some phenomenal seaside mansions. I averaged over 18mph in that first hour of primarily flat roads. And then we turned inland…. When I signed up for this race, I’d been told that RI was flat. Apparently they were referring to the beach. The rest of the race was a series of practically nonstop rolling hills. The one bright spot was mile 28. Shawn and Abby had said they were going to come out to see us. I watched my bike computer anxiously as the miles crept by. And then, there they were shouting out to me, holding up a “Go, Tamara!” sign. They can’t imagine how much I needed that positive energy right then. I was so grateful to see them smiling and cheering! The next two hours were pretty much about just getting the job done. I passed and was passed back by about the same half dozen riders or so over the course of the bike, so we traded encouraging comments as we overtook each other. Not too mention all the comments about my cute pink outfit – socks, skirt, jersey (and eventually my lucky pink running hat). I love how friendly triathletes are!

The hill at mile 45 made me want to puke. That’s all I have to say about that. The last few miles of the ride were a little scary. Remember the day before when we figured we were lost in the ghetto? We weren’t lost – the race actually wound through the less desirable parts of Providence on its way to T2. Whoa. The roads weren’t totally closed off so we were racing at 20+mph on the shoulder of the road with cars backed up for ages and just hoping that they were obeying the police directing traffic. But, I finally hit T2. 3:18:08 for a 16.96mph average. Two legs down, and two good results.


And then came the run. I went into the race knowing I’d likely be walking most of it. Due to ongoing tendonitis issues in my left leg, my running has been almost nothing. I did a half marathon in early June and walked the last 3miles because the tendons in my lower leg kept spasming nonstop in an incredibly painful way. So, I didn’t have high hopes for my performance. Instead, I was focusing on how soon I would see my handsome husband out on the 2 loop run course. The initial mile of the run was downhill to flat, so I was cruising along comfortably. And as I passed that 1mile mark, who did I see coming towards me but Stuart! We stopped to kiss each other and get all teary-eyed, glad that the other had safely survived the bike. (We’re both always convinced the other is going to crash/DNF/something, so it’s always a relief to see each other on the run). Then he headed off to finish his first loop while I turned to see THE HILL. That’s right, THE HILL is this monster climb that we would have to do not once, but twice. Since I was in no hurry anyways, I didn’t even attempt to run it. Settled into a nice walk and cruised up. Ok, wasn’t so bad. Started to jog again at the top. Ran into a few of the same folks I saw on the bike. Ran and chatted with a few different peeps. I hit the far point and started back on my first loop and immediately starting watching for Stuart. He’d be running a lot faster than me. When I finally saw him I did the quick math. If I could keep moving, I could be at the finish line/turnaround point in time to see him finish!!! More than anything that helped me hustle through that first loop. I got back to the timing mat, stepped on it and stopped. Cheering spectators looked at me oddly until I explained that my husband would be finishing any minute and I wanted to see him. Sure enough – he came running towards the finishing chute looking strong as ever. I shouted his name and told him I loved him as he ran past me to the finish.


A little teary-eyed from happiness at getting to see him finish, I started my second loop. This one hurt a lot more. After walking to the top of THE HILL, my legs refused to run. At all. This was the moment I knew was coming. The next five miles comprised about 3/4mile of jogging interspersed with over 4miles of running. Other athletes were so supportive, but it was hot, I hurt, and my spirits were flagging. I just wanted to be done. I’d trained so hard for the last 8 months, and hated that I was moving so slowly. When I hit THE HILL heading down I decided to try and jog a bit. Not too too bad, so I tried to keep a steady shuffle as I neared the finish line. I peeked at my watch…as I finished the first loop I’d actually turned my heart rate monitor and stopwatch off since I knew that wouldn’t be the defining issue in my run time. So now I realized that if I could finish in less than 5min, I’d at least be under 7hrs. Pathetic, but a goal nonetheless.
Turned the final corner, shuffled up the last rise in the road, and there it was just another two hundred yards away. I spilled across the finish line in 6:59:51. I burst into hot, tired, sweaty tears of gratitude that I was done. They put a medal around my neck and wanted to take my picture but I was sobbing too hard. It took a minute or two to calm down and smile for the camera. Still hadn’t seen Stuart. Eventually he found me and more tears ensued. Turns out he’d fallen and scraped up his knee, so was in the medical tent when I finished. He looked fresh as a daisy, since he’d finished over an hour and a half before me. Nice guy had waited – I probably would have left him a note with a volunteer and gone back to the hotel without him!


Too tired to speak, I laid down on the grass for about ten minutes before we began collecting our stuff. Chatted a bit with some DC Tri teammates and thanked as many wonderful volunteers as we could.



Later that afternoon we limped next door to the Union Street Brewery again to make up for the calories burned that morning. Oh so tired!




It’s been a few days since the race ended. And while I’m still not pleased with the final time on the clock, all in all I am proud of my performance. Strong results (for me) on two of the three legs, and a massive test of mental fortitude on the run. I might not be *good* at triathlon comparatively speaking, but despite that, I love this sport.

And so it begins...

I've contemplated a blog for awhile now. I don't know if I'll keep this up, or if I'll even publish it to be viewable to others. But with lots of life changes and plans ahead, it seems like the right time to begin.